sugar and spice and not so nice.

   nobody reads my blog so its my personal journal of venting….which i love.

high maintance friendships need to be let go of as soon as possible in my life. they seem to be bringing me anxiety.  like i alway feel like i did something wrong, as if i dissapointed them in some way.  i hate when in a friendship you feel like someone has the upper hand.  its such a bad way to be. 

friendship shouldn’t be that hard, i need to do some rethinking.  i feel like i do alot of spring cleaning of my soul and i really just want to find the inner peace and be done with it.  i need to get back to reading.  i need to explore the world in words.  i always enjoy that.

today will be called back to the basics.