super hero
i lost my bestfriend in a battle of expression.
i told him your lame to his face of deseption.
i remember my friends who are dead to themselves
i would love for them to remember the depths that i felt.
he deprived me of hopes that i once loved long ago
he deprived me of fears that i feared all before
and i hold him in sorrow with love i cant express,
its all love that i felt when i wore that black dress
hold me tonight cause i fear what i know
hold me tonight cause tomorrow will come
and i place all my hands in my pockets of lust and i place all my hands in my pockets of dust.
come quick you swept away without holding me tight and come quick cuase i play will play with your heart for the night and anticipate love for our ten year review and i hate that i will stand there all grim with a view.
dreamers are me and i dream everynight for the love of a man to take hold of my sight.
remarks are resistant to my heart alone buti face yes i face myself and i speak numb alone.
goodnight my sweet once and twice i fight the pain my first abort heart came twice worse was the pain.
and you say is it mine but i tell you no way cause i know that you know that the year was too late.
and you eyes held me once when my pain was so full and you still calm me down with those words that are still…my pain is my pain and you make it go numb and my heart holds you still cause you have my hearts bill and i paid it 6 years ago and i hold no grudge but i see your eyes seeing anothers old love.
eleven years of a loss my soul trned to dust and i qwentch the love i once held so much.
so i sit here in a room filled with brew and my thoughts and i leave you with my soul so take care for the night.